the original ah lian;
Friday, April 11, 2008
I'm blogging here because Vox(and now blogger) is being such a bitch.
I know. I'm not working hard enough. For ten hours I only studied for 2 hours. So I'll probably fail hard for mid-years. That's what I tell my mother and her, and it only serves to make my mother even angrier, because it sounds like I've given up.
你们不知道；可是那可能就是事实
她。有了意志力，a never-ending drive to succeed, and keeps working hard.
霸道，一直以来都没有把我们，她的家人，放在眼里。如果那就是成功的方法，那你们愿意我做向着道路吗？
有一天，我会逃走这个地方。她是要飞向一个（她想象）a future of promise. 有一天，我可能会逃走这个地方。
为什么？没人会知道，我也不会和别人说。
A long time ago, I used to look at the good in everyone. A few years in Crescent and this; and sometimes when I see people I once used to look up to, people that I kept making excuses for -
I see you what I have periodically denied to be true. And sadly, it's gotten less tiring when I finally stop seeing everyone under a halo.
可是我也不恨任何人。恨是代表你还对别人有关心。
and why even though people around me have that avenue to turn to, I don't turn there. Because I have too many examples in my life to show me that sometimes even human nature cannot be changed, even with external factors. There are good examples, of course.
I just don't think I can find it here, in this place, in Singapore.
It's the quiet ones after all. And the bright, happy, bubbly ones.
We are all fighting for something after all.
subarashiki sekai 9:21 PM
